Why do they alway call living hell a "learning experience"?

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

 

So I've been put in charge of another team, and it's brings to mind "is this going to be a bad team or good team?" The other team I had was elements of both but more of the former, it's not good when the TL and OM feels sorry for saddling you with it. And I know I've told my peers about the probs w/ the team, it's just sorta, was I too vocal? B/c my new OM sorta gave me this look when he said he wanted to see me the next day for a meeting about my new team. It's like, errrr, wha??!! I'm sorry if I'm a little pissed off having to work 11 hr days b/c the team's so f-ed up and I have to rewrite all these disciplinary things, and review things that shoulda been taken care of ages ago. I spent a day working w/ the new team, and considering I was doing the same stuff, I only did 6 min of OT. Hmm, so either I'll have my blinders taken away and toss in more 11 hr days, or the team will be less of a chore to manage. I dunno. It's just driving me nuts this uncertainty.

And then there's a rumor that the prev team isn't going into training, so it's kinda WTF?! I'm not managing 2 teams. Screw off. Unless I get OM pay which should be around 50 000/year. It's just ridiculous. It's enough of a hassle w/ trying to work on clearing up stuff for the old team that I'd forgotten to check some things for the new team.

I'm hungry, I guess I'll have to get up now. Yes, and the schedule change too from 5:55am to 2:00pm start is screwing w/ my sleep too. Can't stay in bed past 10. End up reading tons of manga instead, and by the time I'm tired, it's time to get up.

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