Latino Heat Forever

Watching RAW righ now...and it's so....unbelievable that Eddie Guerrero could be gone. I checked WWE.com and they haven't released why he died in his hotel room. I just hope it wasn't drugs...b/c he'd fought so hard to get his life back together after having so many problems w/ them. Watching the things he's done over the years, just brings back so many fun memories. My favourite is the Lie, Cheat 'n' Steal w/ Chavo. That was just too funny, and you never felt bad for the victims b/c it was all so obvious or they deserved it. A sorta Robin Hood justice I suppose.

Watching the matches. And they're really wrestling w/ their hearts out. The tag champ match was a pretty funny, and helped you get into enjoying the wrestling. Angle-Benjamin was a solid tech match. HBK-Mysterio was absolutely awesome. I'm quite surprised by the Diva match. That was very good, and displayed their talents. I'd like to see Malina wrestle more, she's a little spitfire.

I think I really noticed Eddie when he wooed Chyna. I always knew he was there when he arrived from WCW, and the rep and talent he carried. But I think I noticed his personality w/ Chyna. I was actually first kinda ticked at him, b/c I thought Chyna was too good and you knew he was planning something. But he was so funny and goofy, it was sweet.

*sniff* Listening to everyone talk about Eddie is just so sad. You just hope that when it's your time, others will talk the same way about you. *sob* Gawd, when they start crying, I do too. I dunno, I guess I'm a empathic crier. *blowing nose* Ah, this is hard to watch, but it's harder for them. I'm just an audience member, someone who watches and reads, and feels the emotions that they try to invoke. Sometimes I'll criticize and stay away b/c it's just gotten too silly. But they're still out there, working away, getting injured, training, missing their family. And to lose someone like Eddie, who fought so hard to be at the top, to always put on a great match....it's just seems so wrong. Did God need him so much ....that it couldn't spare him ...for a little longer? To let him enjoy the fruits of his efforts?? He was helping so many people...not just in the WWE...but the rest of us, who could say...Hey, there's a great role model, there's someone who fought, suffered, survived Hell to come out and be funny, charming and humble. Maybe it was an act in the ring, he still had a lotta issues. But he still gave us hope. *sob* I'm really an agnostic, but I pray that Eddie's spirit is at rest, however it did get detached from his body. Thank you Eddie, you're the best. *sniff*